Alone

I have lost the touch to my loved one.
Did I say something bad or what ?
All I wanted was a good girlfriend.
A girlfriend that I could tell the most private secrets of me and show the real me.
She now took the reason to live for the rest of my life.
I have no reason to live anymore.

I need a person to love, show myself and to be with me and enjoy herself.
Someone who is good and gentle.
I can be good, gentle and trustfull if needed...

But I tried.. and no, she wont speak to me so easily that she did before.
What should I do ?
I want to live.
And I cant do it alone.
I thought that she would be a perfect girlfriend I had, but I dont think that she thinks the same from me.

Atleast she could speak to me.
I dont need anyone to fuck with me.
I need a good friend.
I am not able to live alone...
So would someone please tell me what to do...