One-sided love and two-way mirrors

The pain is here
I'm scapegoat
to your fear

Like I never had anything
to do with anything

So you've said
I couldn't comfort
it's not fair

Did you ever tried to listen
what I ever had to say

But no, no, no, no
you just judged
and decided
on behalf of me

Took the words
filled my mouth
with those swords
thought that I was okay?

Took me time to realize
how many years I've wasted
to be in love with desperation
and still you told me I wasn't there
maybe you didn't even care

Just repeating I love you
after when I first said
doesn't mean you meant it

Maybe you didn't even try
maybe I wanted to end it all
and now I know where to go
there's no more invisible walls
your two-way mirrors

Not to imprison my heart
now I'm free from your pain
you can blame yourself instead

Never had no part to hurt you
but all that hurt you gave to me
as a parting gift, as a memory

Never wanted you to go but you had to
and I've learned to understand my ways
never cross my path again on your way

To somewhere I don't belong