Immortal.

I have a secret.
My secret controls me..
A life for perfection.
My only wish was to be beautiful..

This nightmare of sickness!
Makes my life immortal

The burning emptiness inside of me.

Has anyone seen that I´m not breathing?
The life in me,
slowly fading away

Is my heart still beating?
Nothing inside of me.

Just weak and ugly feeling.
I could not care less anymore.

I am falling apart.
Tears in my eyes.

Makes my darkness immortal.
I can´t remember the first time I felt unbeuatiful.
I felt worthless and failure.
Can´t remember anymore!

Lying awake at nights and crying,
wondering what´s wrong with me?

Will I see next breaking of the dawn,
or will I be gone?
Was I born to die?
`cause I rather be beautiful than alive!
Will sister death release me?
Make my death immortal.

Would you still love me,if you knew the truth about me?
Can´t tell anyone what´s hurting me.
That makes my secret immortal.

I am a perfect mind.
A perfect body.
A perfect soul.

Immortal me.