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Runoilija Lyco

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Liittynyt: 13.6.2006
Viimeksi paikalla: 22.2.2017 18:12

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Syntymäpäivä:
12.5.1993

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Have you ever woken up in the morning thinking someone else
than yourself
or how you feel?

Have you ever heard a word
And stop thinking about anything else
but a certain person?

Do you ever hear a song and think
what that person would do
if they were the subject in the song?
And got annoyed because there is no way
you could tell that?

Do you have the urge
just to see that person?
Maybe not to talk with him or her
but just see that person?

Cause I do.

But I do not know where these odd habits came from.
Or why.

I just remember meeting you.

No,
I don’t remember the first day we met,
but glimpses when I was talking with you at University.
I remember how nice you were,
how you helped me,
and everyone else.

I remember when we were at the same party
and you kept biting your nails,
and I was worrying that something was stressing you.
Cause I used to do that whenever I was nervous,
but you just replied that nothing was wrong.
And you continued biting your nails
and I kept worrying.
I didn’t even know you then.

I remember how you said you don’t like fire
and I remember saying that I don’t like water.
We were talking about awful ways to die.

I adore fire and water is your element.

Seeing you makes me nervous
like I would be standing on train track
when a train
is coming towards.
Something still makes me want to see you.

I know that sometimes thinking about you
makes me want to curl up into a ball
and smile that stupid smile,
and that sometimes I just want to cry.

I know how you like to dance real close
and I just want to crawl under the earth
cause I feel so awkward.

I am so awkward.

I don’t even know
if you just like to dance like that or
if you like to dance like that with me.

I know,
How I don’t want to look into your eyes.

No,
I don’t know if it is because it makes me fall harder for you
or that I don’t want to realise you don’t liking me.
Tho, I do wish I could
Cause your eyes are beautiful,
and you wear that kind look in your face.

And I wonder if you know that?
Do you really know that?

But sometimes I also wonder
when did I start caring about you this much
that I can remember all these little details.
That I hope that the look on your face

You looked like you could care

was not my imagination.

Because my imagination
is sometimes so vivid, that it hurts.

And the night at our friends party.
Or should I say at one of them.

No,
I didn’t hug or wrap my arms around you,
because I am friendly and warm person.

No,
I don’t know about the cultural differences we have,
but where I come from
if a girl,
or at least me, is so close to a person
that they can concentrate
how that person’s breathing feels
it means that there is hope lurking
for something more than a friendship.

If I am so close,
It’s so damn much out of my comfort zone
That I wonder if you understand that

And I don’t know
I don’t know you so well
So, why do I like you so much?
That when I think you won’t like me back
my chest hurts so bad.

There could be a fucking mountain
on my chest.
But I understand
what the saying means
that you like someone so much it hurts.
Or I at least I think so.

And I wonder do you ever wake up in the morning
thinking about me,
or if you think about me when you hear, read or write the word fire,
or if it makes you feel happy
just to see glimpse of me in the hallway of our University,

Cause I do.

But I don’t think so,
Cause why’d you want me
I’m so awkward and stupid sometimes
That I even write a poem
To try to understand what I feel
And I feel stupid even thinking.
That I could be enough for you.

Selite: 
Halusin kirjoittaa jotain kunnollista 50. runoksi RR:ään. Alunperin minun oli tarkoitus kirjoittaa jotain yhteiskunnallista ja syvällistä, mutta mietittyäni jonkun aikaa tajusin, että minun tyylini on kirjoittaa runoja omasta elämästäni ja asioista mitä en tajuaisi muuten kuin kirjoittamalla niistä. Tässä tapauksessa ihastuminen mikä on aina ollut minulle hankala konsepti ymmärtää. Kirjoitin tämän runoni englanniksi sen takia että olen asunut ulkomailla nyt vähän aikaa ja ajatukseni alkaa juosta paremmin englanniksi ja runo alkoi muodostumaan englanniksi. Siitä oli hankala lähteä vääntämään suomeksi. Ihan varmasti löytyy virheitä, mutta olen käyttänyt tähän runoon paljon aikaa joten kohdelkaa sitä hellästi, mutta toivon kritiikkiä. Kirjoitin tämän runon myös saadakseni mieltäni vapaaksi tämän kyseisen henkilön ajattelemisesta, mutta hahhah huonostipa se sitten onnistuikin.
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