Desperately seriously hopeless in love (not to be found)

Connect with my mind
anchor here your heart
next time you come
crashing into my life

But I've chosen to reject my feelings
I can pretend I'm fine with my life

Lay your hands on me
and read me like blind
connect together the dots
with all your sweet spots

But I've chosen not to reveal my feelings
I can pretend I'm fine until the time

Sends me nowhere from here
sometimes I'm actually hopeless
and want to fall in further than
the surface that offers no abyss

Where to dive to find out more who you are
but I'm already running out of stolen air