- Pain -

I hate myself
I hate my life
It's easy to say
that there is no reason
to stay alive..

Oh look, it's beating for you./
- What is?
My heart, can't you see you have too much to do./
And now I hit my head against the wall/
'Cause you throw again me back the ball/
It's like last weekend at the bar/
I made it this time too too far/
Just can't understand/
That you won't give me your hand/
Still at the times you come back/
Why do you tease me like that?/
I'll never talk to you again/
So that I don't feel the pain/
Recalling those memories makes me cry/
Nowadays it's hard to say to you "hi"/
I pass you at the school lobby head down/
I Don't look but can see you turn around/
Tear falling like a river in my cheek/
Soon I'll be under, at least six feet/
You just laugh in front of me/
Making smiles, but can't you see?/
This is the last time/
I'll fake you a smile...