The game you created I cannot win

I couldn't breathe
I couldn't be
The one you
Wanted me to be

This heart here
Yearning
Dying a little
Every single day

Pieces falling
Out to nowhere
Still calling
But no one's there

Lead me into some place
Where all darkness ends
Lead me into something
Sweeter than kisses
You gave

As I don't feel like
Something is missing
Inside me I am nothing
Without you just shell

I tried too hard to please
I tried to fix everything
But when something's broken
It lays like that all the years

Wasted all these times
With you I'm feeling fine
But seems like in this game

I have no luck at all