Hope turns to lonely grave

A place where hearts are ripe
to be taken, to be eaten

What else can you offer me?
I'm afraid my heart's not free
even without being anyone's
feels like imprisoned for nothing

Once the river was flowing
like my heart but both have dried

And I protect myself just in case
not to fall in only to fall out again
spare me of your dreamy words
I'll crush these castles made of dreams

Remember the forest of loneliness
I was happier there with company of myself
but then they came and raped the woods
forcing me to find some other place new

But I cannot feel this world my home
so ashamed and so alone is what I chose
like a desert without sand I feel sometimes
like the coldest winter inside me all the time