Being enough isn't enough

Something is telling me
that I don't need

Something keeps killing me
need to stay inside

Something is chilling me
you'll never warm again

Something keeps creeping me
need to stay awake

But my eyes are leaving pictures
and perfection that I could accept
and my dreams are turning into
something that I don't need to see

Because I don't feel the same no more
I'm turning into a vampire with no remorse
but my teeth of time are dull like me
and the time has drained years out of me

How can I watch you when you're miles away
how can I touch you when you're smiles away

And always sad like a fly with the ripped wings
and I am that fly with my smothered dreams