I knew all along

I knew all along
how this would
end

I knew
and
you knew it too

there's nothing pretty
in misery
it's just sad, so very
sad

through my
skin
you found your
way in
and these stains
you've left
like bruised teethmarks or
kisses
all over my body
in my
mind
and what remains of

oh I knew, I knew all along

old friend, what I was
to you but
your wretched whore
and
dearest lover

what have you done to me?

why won't you
just leave
me
alone

there's no beauty
to be found
in my
suffering