Aavani

“Can we start all over again?
This will be the last time, I promise”
No? So it is all my fault, of course
I should have known, you’ve planned all this

“I’m perfect and you know that”
I hear that again and again from you
There are so many things you should hear me say
But you never listen – though you claim you do

So how can I ever explain everything?
When you don’t even give me a chance
I have tried so many times
But we always end up with a fight

I’m tired of being the one to blame

So if this is what you wish for
Then it shall be done
I’m not gonna be here to bother you anymore
Until the next morning, I will be gone

“No, don’t leave me, I didn’t mean it like that”
“Then what do you want from me, if not what we had?”
You looked into my eyes and said nothing
You made me guess what you think, it could’ve been anything

I will stay silent

This might have been what I’ve wanted too
My new beginning, my own life
I may be too immature for you
I had no feelings, I made them die

And now
Don’t scream after me
I am not coming back