Who would love me the most?

Waking into new day
feeling quite same
like always

A mistake
other feet collapses
in this darkened room

But I manage to exit

Still I dream
that someone else can be for me
more than anyone else has been

But I'm afraid
I try to recreate this life again
to make it feel like worth for me

Falling in
falling out
falling in love
she gave this crown
gave remote controller
to be the king of nothing
like a fading dream
of dying memory
falling in
falling out
of love

Piece by piece recreating
back the peace of mind
to calm the storm inside

Like a radio channel
I'm out of tune now
searching steady station
who would be the host

Who would love me the most
last time I gave it all with what cost

Just wandering alone being more lost