Buried deeper this time

She said I'm a good man
there's nothing wrong with me
and there was no drama when parting

She said that I will find someone better
but what I believe has nothing in common
with the fact of being cast aside, alone

But there were signs of this was coming
like a train from nowhere still I felt it
somehow inside me, like sirens of warning
raided in my head that something's wrong

And out of position like my soul

But blinded as I was still being in love
and hearing that love from her was
like an answering machine for my call
echoing my saddest words with no meaning

And the kisses with farewell salty running tears
mixed with bitterness and despair and the fear
that made me lose her at that final day
and when one door closes there's no return

Now I'm burying my feelings six feet underground
sometimes I wish I was there too away from this all
but there are still people who really need me
the blood of mine running in veins of their both

My blood feels cold like my soul