Bearer of nothing

I don't watch the fires in your eyes
'cos I can only make them die

I don't watch the stars anymore
I've lost my way to travel back home

Out of fuel
just enough for nightmares
during the daytime

I feel ashamed when mirror's watching me
can't shatter it it won't make me happy

I might feel
pain through sharp pieces
but I won't cut myself

I don't hold the bright light inside
I'm too ugly to even smile

I've tried to be everyone
but I'm too tired to be special

Like a bullet in barrel