Thought I Told You

from the start
cannot bear
being loved

Thought I told you
not to cry
cant leave nicely
at least I try

Should’ve told you
I dont know
didnt plan this
guess it shows

You know how world is
can make you sick
wanted to show
I’m not with it

if there’s one
there’s always more
trust yourself
you’re adored

Know I’m selfish
I’m unkind
all this mess
aches my head

Still

if I’d say
I’ve had a dream
if I’d say
I’ve make it real

you might be blue

dont want you that
So I said it then
I say again
nothing’s changed
forgive me
please

still so sorry
cannot stay

please be fine
take care yourself
I know you do
now go for it