Victim and the Gun

I'm taking steps towards you
but I can't fight your stopping hand
I'm trying to reincarnate for you
but being a ghost is all I can

And now I want you one more time
To learn to live one last time

And that's who I think I am,
both victim and the gun
Searching for my lonely heart
since you're so, so far
My turn to catch the cold
I got it when I lost my soul
But I came back for you
'Cos it's first time that I could

That's the price I had to pay
for running a little late
That's the price I had to pay
and there's nothing I can say

And now I want you one more time
To learn to love one last time

So that's who I think I am,
both victim and the gun
Searching for my lonely heart
since you're so, so far
My turn to catch the cold
I got it when I lost my soul
But I came back for you
'Cos it's first time that I could

I wish I would have been there
when you first got me eyed
I wish I would have been there
the first time that we kissed
But I broke all my promises
on top of all of my failures
But I want to come back for you
'Cos it's first time that I could

And now I want you one last time
To learn you one last time

That's who I think I am,
both victim and the gun
Searching for my lonely heart
since you're so, so far
My turn to catch the cold
I got it when I lost my soul
But I came back for you
'Cos it's first time that I could

But you're far too strong
to fall into my fold
to fall into my fold