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Liittynyt: 24.6.2004
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24.2.1992

se kirjotti itsensä toiseen maailmaan.
 

I could break down so easily right now.
I could crumble like a sandcastle.
I could just let it all go.

But somehow I can't.
I won't.
You see I'm holding myself together.
Keeping everything in place.

Today I met a person.
She asked me all the wrong questions.
The ones I don't even ask myself.

"Why'd you leave?"
"Why'd you come back?"
"Why won't you go back?"
"What's holding you here?"

I had no answers for her,
so I smiled and said that this is just temporary,
for now,
I still have time.

I could almost believe myself.

She didn't know,
but she made me feel worthless.
Unworthy of my past.
Unworthy of my identity.
Ashamed of my choices.

And now it hurts to breathe,
to think,
to be me.

But I'm holding everything together,
every piece in place.

I can't fall now.

Not when there isn't anyone around to catch me.

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