made-up-problems

too far
I've gone too far to turn back now
everything has to end one day
but is this still too soon?

holding my breath
I put my head under the surface
and let myself sink
like thousand times before

one day I might feel more
than the embrace of these
cold wet arms
I just hope you won't miss me too much
once I take the deep breath
and let myself drown

it hurts
I keep sinking, sinking deeper
into this and it's gripping me tighter
my lungs are starting to burn