Alone with fear

My fantasy is made from the skies. Watching my pain in surfaces. Dreams are confusing my path. And I fall again in lonelyness.

Without no one iam just an empty shell.
An empty shell in darkness.

In my hopes and dreams. Iam allways winning my fears. In reality I allways fell that same hole. Just how much i'll try. My fear is stronger than my power of will.

" I cant trust in you
You just open my wounds again
Is it humanity what makes
Me feel like undead person. "

All the time I think alone. Alone in the morning and alone when sun sets into horizon. When my luck is going to change and i find peace to my soul.

What if I die tomorrow, if I go.
You wont cry for me, dont you.

I miss a sound of yours. I miss your so sweet touch. And you just keep my head straight. Now its going to fell of again. Would you catch it without crashing.

" I cant trust in you
You just open my wounds again
Is it humanity what makes
Me feel like undead person. "

I'am just too alone. Too alone to making my dreams come true and just be with you again.

" I cant trust in you
You just open my wounds again
Is it humanity what makes
Me feel like undead person. "

All my hopes and fears are stronger than me..