Speechless

I wasn't alive nor was I waiting to die
Maybe I was searching a place to hide
With the rain falling on my face
It wasn't going to wash away the disgrace

Shameless memories
Of what I used to be
It will never come back to me
Or ruin everything

Just standing in the corner
Was too much to do
I felt like the walls were going to fall all over me
And your eyes were the only ones I couldn't see

You couldn't give me any kind of protection

Although
You didn't want me to drown
Anyhow
I'm going down