Fear of Fear to Fear

im afraid of something
i fear to fear
ive lost my sense
dont see cant hear

im afraid of everything
just terrified
out of control
cant move paralyzed

   and what i fear is fear itself
   it crabs my balls and throw me in hell..

im afraid of what i know
 what it can do
out of my mind
my sense cut loose

im terrified of it all
whats inside
i fear to fear it
but its in my mind

   and the thing just crawls trough my brain
   lets me fear to fear of fear and i go insane..

and im afraid of everything..
paralyzed by anything..
half- dead with any word
  everywhen i hit the dirt..

afraid of everything..
comfortable by not a thing
terrorized by the horror itself
i fear to fear of it drag me in hell...