lost in life

it's been a long road running from nowhere to somewhere
my cheeks are cold and lips bitten by the frost
don't know where i'm coming from or where i'm going
i keep watching this winter scenery

it's funny how everything's calming down when
i stop for a while, sit down and stare at
the trees holding still in the slight wind
these people have a direction, i have got none,

the world's a pure blank paper in front of me,
the borders and limits are all unseen

i've written my dream clearly right here
where everyone can see it and i won't deny it
instead of beach sand where the sea can wash it away
it's in rock, an uneraseable stamp

i can never return to the past
though sometimes the future feels so worthless

can't we ever settle in the position right here and now?
do we always have to reach for something better?
break the routine, now!

the winter scenery doesn't change
it's the same but still so different
the trees don't move in the wind, neither do i
long lost life, until the death, i whisper