Courtesy Call

Picture me
   like you want me to be
I still don't understand
   Why are you making me so
     Insecure
      Questioning myself
       my very existence

I have been strong
   but now I feel defeated
     Beside your perfect image

At first you shared your strength
   now only draining me

Keep judging me

Keep evaluating me

Keep disrespecting me
   and all that matters to me the most

If you'd know how hard this is for me
You probably still wouldn't understand