Blind Eternity

Running away. Running blind.
Shocking truth, what been told.
Life is like. River of death.
Past and present hunts me down.

Between past and future.
Lying motion. Deep down in me.
Disappears misery.
Drown me in your lap.

Push me away. Ill come back anyway.
Ruin your life, love someone else.
Ill still stand by your side.
And again you turn your back on me.

Thinking of it. Over and over again.
Will you be serious this time.
Will it be different.
Can i hold you at last.

Singing in the rain. Screaming...

Tears of joy flow swiftly...

Raising my head towards heaven...

Whispering to myself, eternity awaits...

Push me away. Ill come back anyway.
Ruin your life, love someone else.
Ill still stand by your side.
And again you turn your back on me.

Claws of reality strikes me down.
Just realized how this dream ends.
This never ending nightmare of my life.
Should i just take it now.

Or regret it rest of my infinite eternity?!?!